But I think for me it is almost always the way to go. I would like to say ALWAYS but I guess I feel the need to leave room for the very rare event or occasion that I find myself not doing the right thing, or the right thing for me, at least.
And doing the right thing means sometimes needing to take the “high road”. And quite often that damn high road takes a lot of work! It often requires us to be the “bigger” person and to not act with malice or spite or be revengeful when it might feel so good and so right (at least in the moment). But what’s the cost to walk down this road, the “low road” shall we say?!?
I am thinking honestly that the cost could be HUGE! 🙁
But right now I AM doing the right thing. And I will tell you that most of my days in the past month have been so damn hard!!! And I have lost a lot of sleep, felt very frustrated and angry, felt helpless and scared, lost countless hours of work time, many days/nights away from my boyfriend/my home/my bed. Someone close to me said, “You have really given her your life”. I guess I hadn’t thought about it in quite that way.
But I will tell you that for me there was absolutely unequivocally no choice! This is what I had to do. When you love someone you do things like this, don’t you?? You give as much as you possibly can as long as you possibly can because it’s the right thing to do… there is no other choice!
And the cost if I didn’t do the right thing…I don’t even want to think about it!!! But there is one thing that I do know for sure. As hard as this has been and still is…I will have ZERO regret and complete peace of mind in knowing that I absolutely did the right thing!!
Yes Goddess, the “harder right”, in the long run, is always the optimal path, instead of the so tempting “easy wrong”. You have done an amazing job thus far, and have faith in the strength of Your character that You will see this challenging quest to the end: doing Your best until the crisis is resolved. You truly are a beautiful person from Your very core.
Stay strong, but don’t forget to find a few minutes respite each day for self care. You too are loved and appreciated by many who desire happiness for You.
THANK YOU kneel…soooooooooooooooooo much for your beautiful sweet kind words of love and encouragement, you know that they mean the world to Me! I will work on taking those few moments each day just for ME!!! 🙂
Whatever you’re going through sounds tough! I’m sure that such sentiments resonate with many around the Enchantrix Empire. Life IS tough, and we do what we have to in spike heels dammit! I second kneel’s comments regarding taking time out for yourself. And don’t forget to give yourself permission to lean on others. It takes another kind of strength to be vulnerable.
I’m thinking same way. I’m not going to worry what others say or think of me as the people I care about are the ones I’ll do anything for. I’ve said all along health is #1. If your not healthy you can’t do anything. There are some people that don’t get that and for me I stay away from them and have no interest whatsoever being their friends. Also negativity & stress is deadly which I stay away from at all cost. There is that at work and if it’s like this along with chaos I’ll leave store and call it a day. I’m done dealing with this.
Ps with latest with my masseuse she ordered me women’s tops/dress and I tried it on for her and she loved it!! She told me I look so cute and adorable wearing them especially the dress she thought about me in. I felt so weak/helpless and really feminine when she came up and adjusted my dress. We then went out for lunch after as she told me not to worry about her husband. She sold me bottle of Ralph Lauren midnight romance perfume and wants me to wear it today so she can smell it in me and decide if I should wear it all the time. I also brought my dresses for her to see me in and she said I looked great in them. She said I looked cute and adorable in them and said she wants to barrow some of my dresses. We are planning dress shopping in May/June in which she will pick out dresses for me to try and buy along with me getting makeover as we will buy burgendy/red lipsticks for me along with Ralph Lauren romance perfume/body lotion and midnight romance body lotion. With this happening I’m her cockold cream puff sissy girl as she’s taking control of me as she wants to watch over my spending. I told her I’m fine with that.
Also did Ms Olivia & Ms Delia tell you what they did to me in second life? They transformed me into a girl with no intention of me going back.
Ms. Mandy, you are an incredibly strong and beautiful woman! I have no doubt that you can conquer any obstacle that life sets before you. I wish you all the best in your trials and tribulations as you tackle the challenges that you are facing. And remember, we are all in this together and you can lean on us anytime you need to!! Love and kisses to you! XO
Thank you for your amazing words, Ms. Alexis. I really do appreciate them! And you’re so right, it does take another kind of strength to be vulnerable.
Thanks so much for your kind and supportive words, Ms. Sierra! They help a lot and reinforce that I am absolutely not in this alone! 🙂